A bright new day!!

Well, i can't probably be in the mood to study if i dun pull my spirits up..
dear is still unhappy n wan me to cut down activities.. but seriously, wat can i cut down? sleep perhaps.. i really need a long talk wif him.. but he's in camp.. hw to? msg him.. his hp also has prob.. always can't rcv my sms..

but putting that aside, i need to use e time today wisely.. i'm really v lag in my studies.. sometimes i feel that i'm nt full-time student.. but part-time student.. part-time dancer.. part-time.. e list goes on.. juz nt so much time to study anymore, as in jc n sec.. i'm still trying to find a balance.. dear told me.. u can't balance everything.. perhaps he's rite..

well, e real difference b/w dear n i is tt i can put aside my feelings n do my work if necessary.. but dear can't..
i've lots of interest n wanted to pursue them.. dear didn't, or at least, he didn't voice it out..
dear can sacrifice everything for me.. i can't..
so dear always asking if we really compatible..

if u r such a perfectionalist.. u'd say.. we're nt..

but who in e world is perfectly compatible for u?

if u r looking for someone like tis.. u'd prob stay single for e rest of ur life..

nothing is perfect.. we all admit tt.. so why can't we b diff, bt yet still b a loving couple?

i hope dear understand tis..

getting my engine started for e day..