Recharged.. a new resolution to go ahead..

Guess wat? i'm at mac.. having e sausage mcmuffin wif egg meal..
haha.. but as usual.. i'm alone.. so it's blogging time again.. =)
sometime, it's really alright to be alone.. we need some time for ourselves to think abt ourselves n things ard us..

Finally, it's e day of youth camp! tonight i'd be heading to e wonderful youth camp..
i really felt as if e camp as began since yesterday..

i was really happy tt i've overcomed my fundamental darkness (laziness tt will cause me to skip e mtg) n went for e ldrs study mtg.. cos i'm really recharged aft hearing mr chan's lect..

Yesterday lect topic was related to having a sense of gratitude.. aso in line wif tis mth creative life..

then, i was reading e CL tis morning on e train on e way to sch.. was really touched by e content of e CL.. esp a testimonial of a young girl.. her spirit is really admirable.. if there's no-one ard me.. i would have cried.. i was touched to tears really..

then, it came to me tt i haven't been pushing myself to e limits for kosen-rufu.. it's a lifelong thing i know..
but really.. if kosen-rufu becomes part of u.. u won't find it a hassle to do it.. but find even more joy than doing other things..

it's as if a new flame of hope n determination is relightened in my life..
i'm resolved to devote myself to bringing others to happiness.. by introducing them to nichiren daishonin's buddhism..

i found tis guidance by sensei most encouraging..
"once we understand tt everything tt happens to us is to enable us to attain buddhahood in tis lifetime, all of our problems will be resolved. on e other hand, e more we tend to complain n put e blame on others, e longer we're delaying e transformation of our karma."

gonna start my project search.. =)

great day ahead! missing darling every moment..